Monday, June 20, 2011

This love is overwhelming

Sunday was a plain boring day. In the evening i called him but i was just not feeling good. My whole life,most of my ex-boyfriends have treated me like trash;I was just another girl for them and now,Chayan calls me a 'Goddess!' and tells me he could even worship me!! I know i should be so happy to have him in my life but last night i was just so speechless! I mean...i'm not really great. Sometimes i'm just so boring and very moody that i get frustrated with myself. Chayan has put up with all my drama and he still loves me..maybe even more! I can't even express how much he loves me...i can't describe who or what he is;He's too special to be considered 'normal'..he's extraordinary. All these words are from my heart.....and hopefully one day he'll know that i love him more than i love myself. I'm not a self-obssessed person anymore. I belong to him now and whatever i do,i have to think of him too.

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